Well yesterday i said the wrong things at the wrong time with the wrong person at the same old place.. its just coz i want to see the person's reaction coz all i needed was the truth
Well, i did get the truth
I dunno what u're after, its been such a beautiful diaster
I am sorry i tested you last night but i just dun wanna hear lies i only want your words,true to ur heart.. and your feelings at that time..
If only we could hold on to the tears and the laughter but its a little too late for us to say anything
If only i had neber taken part in the video competition two years ago i will neber had known you
If only i did not choose mediatech
If only i did not invite you to my birthday party a year ago and start talking to you coz we were doing the same duty
If only you neber told me the yz was all along me and u were just trying to get close through my friends
If only i wasn't the trainer and was suppose to train the sec ones last year with you
If only you weren't the chairman before
If only i had said nothing when you told me you will neber bully me when i was buying my dads birthday cake last year
If only everything was still the way it is
If only i had neber know you
Things will be better?
I will not have to see my loved one with some other gerl and i still had to fake a smile some time ago.. i know all along you kept everything coz when i see those things and even the little heart that has rusted u still kept it.. even though we were broken up.. y0u told me all along was me but u're jealous when i talk abt him..i can even see from ur face when me and ym hold hands and walked into the mac... we still went out to the playground and sat down there even though we both kept quiet though i knew it was wrong coz u no longer belong to me thats why when u wanted to hold me .. i told u neber hug me when u are with someone else..... sometimes i really pictured i could bring back time so i will not have to know you.. maybe i will still be happy with someone else because he is the one there for me when i was down and still the old me coz he accepted the way i was .. neber try to change me and my feelings
Confused coz everything i believe in seems untrue
I set you free..
The other time i was the one holding on and stucked there waiting for a miracle
This time round i seen through everything sorry for testing you last night but actually i have no intention of being with u again hope u understand i just wanna see ur reaction coz long ago my heart is numb.. even when i lost the ring and bracelet i was neber too anxious to find it..i did pull a long face because i was thinking why the hell i am waiting for in the first place.. what i am expecting from u when i told u i will love u like its the last night on earth and so wad if i found the ring its no longer gonna be the same.. like its neber the same though u came back to me or rather i neber have tried to find it coz i noe its impossible to get it back since its gone
If i ever need someone to come along i dun wanna it to be you.. no more
You were neber there when i was down
You dun even know how to care for a person
You dun even know what it means by a promise and a vow
Saying i love u a thousand times anyone can do it.. i can even tell anyone i love him a lot a lot till the day i die but its does not mean that i really meant what i say ...
Actions speaks louder than words
You're three words long ago already lost its attraction from me
You feel nth ,nth at all and so do i
Looking into the past just made me feel like i was such a fool to believe that i can actually love u foreva when i dun even noe the definition of love
I am too young to understand that..
Its just not wanting to admit defeat to her not that i cannot let go
Thats what i realised right from the start
Love?? maybe its just seeing someone is pretty or good looking at this age.. coz someone who dun even know you can woo you and say its love at first sight.. dun say u love me when u dun even noe me
And i realised sth beri funny
The more u cannot get sth, the more u will want it and when u get the person's love u will not cherished it anymore
I hurt him You hurt me she hurt you he hurt her
Is that the vicious cycle going on and on
can't people learn to cherish things and people around them .. maybe its only when u have lost sth then u realised how impt it is to u unless u really feel nth..nth at all
Just dun get it what it meant by I LOVE YOU
Its just a burden and responsibility .. too complicated
So now.. GETAWAY
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!