humm i am just here to explain things.. to kaiser.. i dunno who he is but i am not angry with his words just wanna tell u sth ..
One thing.. i am scared of losing hold of him but i no longer feel so coz i already lost him
Thats the reason why we always quarrel too
But you know sth.. once u got hurt coz of the person.. it is hard to let him into ur life like nth had happen before.. no matter what.. there will still be a scar.. and the more painful if he leaves again..to lose him a second time
And if i dun even bother abt him.. and if he isn't impt to me.. i will not need to scared he will leave me.. i wil just hack care if he just walk out of my life
Next thing i admit i still like him and i am sorry if u think i am pushing the blame to him.. i know it is unfair of how i write how bad he is ect ect... but that is my way of lying to myself..telling myself how bad he is.... i hope u noe what i mean
By telling myself how bad he is.. maybe i will forget faster bahz.. i really hate crying for him in the middle of the night again and goin to places we used to go alone
Last thing.. if u feel offended reading my blog.. then dun go read it.. i have no one to tell to how i really feel.. coz everyone thought i was really fine.. i was really alright.. can i ask u sth.. can u forget a person u liked for abt 1 yr plus in within a week?... if u can .. please teach me...
I only have my blog to express my feelings.. and i have neber ever invite ppl to go read my blog.. if u were to read it then pls dun comment it when u noe nth abt how i really feel... u noe nth.. nth at all....u are not me.. u will neber noe how hurt i feel or wadsoeva..
I will end here le.. if u are offended and feel its unfair to him i can delete my entire blog.. coz this blog address was created to write OURSTORY .. since this story has ended there is no point having this address again..
anyway sorry.. though its no cure but i guess that is what i can say to u and him..
~ nobody knows how i really feel.. ~
~ from the bottom of my broken heart ~
~ Gone.... ~
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!