Ni xiang yao de wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
Wo neng gei de que you bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de
Wo men bu shi he, que bu xiang ren shu
Hao ji ci wo men bao zhe bi ci dou shi xiang yao ku
Ni chang jie shi zhe yang de yi qie dou zhi shi kai shi
Wo jue de shi suo you de yi qie zao jiu yi jie shu
Bu xiang zai yue shu
Bu yao zai tong ku
Xia yi ci hui you geng hao de qing lu
The english meaning means all the things you wanna i cannot give you my everything..i cannot give you the happiness you wish to have.. all the things i can give you are not the things you wish to have... my care and concern are just nth in your eyes.. you took me for granted
We are not suitable for each other but we dun wanna admit that.. and there are lots of times when we hug each other.. we just feel like crying
You always explain all the things are just the beginning.. we can start afresh.. a new chapter of our love story..but to me.. all the things around me .. between us... has already ended
No promises.. i dun wanna be hurt anymore.. i guess maybe the next time there will be a better choice for you and i..
Let go of our yesterday..
This is the song the four of us loved!!! lolx..we kept singing it todae
We were late todae but we were not punished.. coz of the stupid notes i had to print ..after we said our class.. i think that is the perception of people bahz.. coz we are suppose to be one of the best class.. mr goh let us off this time.. lolx..
Sorry my darlinks.. made u all stand infront of the school coz of me.. and even run to school todae.. in the end still late by a few minutes.. i love u all!! lolx.. coz u all neber blame me.. phew.. lolx
I had a fun time chatting with xin in class and we kept making a fool of ourselves by doing stupid actions.. we even form a new group call LOVE AND PEACE... hahaz.. xin.. thanks for cheering me up.. coz ur jokes though they are lame hahaz.. but u really brighten my day up ..singing with me.. cracking jokes.. ect ect.. today even miss soh laughed at her joke on a vocab word thingy .. xin shld noe wad i meant lolx...
I always have the three of them to cheer me up..
Linh to listen to my complains and making me more determine to know no one will cannot live without another person.. and she telling me that gerls also have pride.. so sry i am leaving you.. get out of my life...
Min to sing with me and there to laugh with me as well ..lolx.. thanks ..
No one can break our bonds...and will neber be able to.. i really hope we four can stay this way .. i felt like so happie to have them by my side..espcially at xin's house that day... when we visit her coz of her eye infection..
Humm todae i got to take out everything in the OHP lolx.. coz i gotta clean the lens and probably change the bulb soon.. who ask me to be in mediatech.. doing stuffs that do not relate to wad i wish to do.. my filming !!! lolx... but mr ramesh ask me to help him i cannot say no wadz..he so fierce lolx
Anyway later goin out with xin and zhen.. hope will have a great time with them
And to ppl out there.. stop asking abt me and him.. all i need is time to think over things but for now i already told him my choice..
I may not be able to keep my promises to him.. but wad goes around comes around.. u were the one hu gave me the chance to think of negative things... if u cannot endure me.. it doesn;t matter anyway because i am leaving you.. sorry... hope u can find someone better
You dunno how to appreciate my care and concern to you.. my love for you has already died.... i guess so.. even if i do love u now.. i will forget to stop making myself so miserable out of nth .. when u feel nth..nth at all... i leave now its better than you regretting the second time and coming back to my life again later on... because i know even if i regret..i will not walk into ur life again
You neber will know how much i have been there for you..
I neber know how much you have done for me
Since i can trust u no more.and u can endure no more..sorry.. all the memories will be part of our history
One thing i can tell you is i have neber regretted being with u.. this time..coz i alreadi fufilled the things left undone ... clarke quay.. boat trip..sentosa... fireworks..roses.. it will be my beautiful memories when i look back.. thanks for everything.. and sorry for breaking the promises first.. i made up my mind for now.. i cannot give you happiness.. i only will make ur life more miserable... i love you dear.. but thats the last time i will say this to you.. because after this.. i really wanna leave everything behind..
Surprisingly.. i dun cry on the outside anymore.. i dun even cry when i tell him lets break up.. is it i no feeling le or my heart is already numb... but its the best way out.. i dun wanna u endure me.. and i dun wanna hold on to sth that neber has belong to me in the first place..
From 111105.. u are already out of life.. from that day i am gone already.. is i neber realise it..
I wanna u back because i dun wanna admit she is better.. but now u are back i am sorry.. its not love.. its revenge.. wanting u to taste the feeling i once had.. maybe u dun feel that way.. but lets just be strangers...
Its better off that way till i forget u totally le.. i will be ur best friend.. if u allow me too..
Goodbye...
* you neber know how tired i felt.. how much i was scared of you leaving and losing hold of you the second time.. all you see was your pain.. you neber ever ever thought of why i will feel negative.. you are the one who caused me to think so much and make everything so hard....u were the unfaithful one in the first place.. you were the one hu let me down at first.. why bother to come back anyway.. maybe its to prove us and make us really understand all ..everything has ended.. so we will finally admit defeat.. my heart no longers feels the same for you and ur heart no longer feel that way too... now i learn tmy lesson...neber to give my heart to someone who is not worth it and someone who can walked out of my life last time.. just like that..without a word.. ever ever ever again*
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!