Its been 3 mths since we got back together
There are times i feel like crying and holding on to you but at times i will just feel like letting you go or giving you up even if you will still be there..
I know i have a lot of expectations like wanting you to understand me more without having me to tell you a single thing and to understand my feelings of getting angry or upset because this means that i care for u .. rather than me not even bothered by a single thing you do
Even though at times i just feel like everything's so hard.. and my world's falling apart .. but eventually life goes on..
Makes no sense if i could pick up the pieces of memories we once had to put it together but to u.. u feel nth at all... nth at all...
To you wads the past is alreadi gone.. she and the past me..
To me.. i am not someone who can forget things easily.. or people living in my life that easily..
I think i need a miracle to make it through..
I wished i could turn back time.. coz i will make it all right..
For now .. even i could not picture u and me like the way we were a long time ago, i will still be here.. the same old me except that i have become stronger and more determine..i know what i wanna..
I can't let go... without u i just can't find my way so i will cherish.. i hope u learnt how to now...
I am still here waiting for you... for the day when u are back to the him i knew.. i know now u are by my side.. but i really hope to find back the you.. the past you.. even though the old you made my heart torn into a million pieces once.. but i really dun need u to change to who u are now or who u are trying to change to... i hope u understand..
In a perfect world.... th you i know will still be here.. i hope someday he'll be back..
But al i wanna say is HAPPY THREE MONTHS...
*smile*
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!