Hahaz.. todae i exercised a lot lorx..hehe..
Not on diet but just happen to walk and run a lot todae i even went to the gym with min
Just now in the mroning i woke up then brother went to chalet le..sobx.. hahaz but the com for these few days will be mine!! wahahaha.. k la but he beri good to me todae coz he bought breakfast for me leh.. first time.. so happie *bleah*.. coz usually ask him help me buy hoz he dun want de lorx.. will only scold me lazy nia.. haha okay la.thanks gor !!
Then hoz in the afternnon i went to my dad de shop to pass my dad his hp.. and his pencil case.. he so forgetful .. then a lot of miss call lor.. so irritating coz i answer all his calls one by one to tell them later i ask him call u back..diaoz.. daddy's a busy guy hahaz...
I waked to northpoint.. just to think over some stuffs.. and to face the reality.. if i want to leave him.. i must be strong.. so walking to those places.. no memories should be picked up.. and no feelings should be observed.. so i walked a long way there hahaz.. then i saw one of our mac crew but i forget his name liaoz.. pai sei coz i am not close with my mac collegues so i dun remember their names exactly...anyway i work in the first place and transfer to know how he feels when he works.. but now working means nth to me.. i dun like the people there too.. hypocrites..I mean some of them not all lah coz some like shermaine ah.. ect ect all beri nice..
Anyway so i went to my daddy de shop i sat there for a while then min message me ask me go gym so i went home first to change my shoes .. then i met min under my block..
We walked to the gym then hoz.. we chat on stuffs lor.. kinda long time since i can tell her my feelings and she telling me .. anyway.. thanks for being there min..
Guessed wad.. after walking the whole way to my dad shop from home.. and back again.. though i beri tired la i still went to the gym to run sia...lolx.. i ran 3 km in 20 mins leh.. hehez.. coz there can calculate time and distance de.. humm pretty fit gerl i am ah hahaz.. i still remember me running my 2.4 km.. i finished it in 13 mins.. coz in my mind pictures run through me.. so i just ran and ran and ran and did not realise my run's over loz..lol
Then after running the 3km hoz i go try the pedal thingy then the bicycle thingy also.. beri tired.. but feel so shiok... coz like u sweat le then feel so refreshing though got a bit smelly hahaz..
Ahem.. then i bought my peach smoothie and min bought her milk tea.. we went to my hse first.. for a whiel before i go to her hse again. she was pretty worried to leave me alone at home.. coz hse scared my emotions ah .. later cannot control again.. but hey gerl.. no worries..
Then i looked through shimin de photo album while she also looked through mine.. its kinda funny and its so precious.. looking back into the itmes i was young.. still with my curly hair..the nutt nutt specs .. then my hair all tied up without fringe.. hahaz.. then still a bit fat fat then uniform tucked in so .... u noe look like a dude.. hahaz
Min made jelly.. and that reminds me of almond jelly.. and i swear i will neber make jelly for another guy again.. unless maybe.. humm someone i really love a lot .. but so far.. no one bahz.. now still single leh .. sobx lolx
Because ppl hu noe me will noe i dun really like to cook.. or make things unless i really care abt the person a lot then i will waste my time doing stars hearts.. cookies..jelly or wadsoeva .. even my parents neber taste before the jelly i made.. and they neber even recieve my stars and wadsoeva b4 lorx.. humm... but they will de fang xin osmeday maybe fathers day or wad can make de hoz??? bleah
But i missed those times.. coz i am carefree and i am those who will just wait for a guy for many years... i guess some of my friends noe who i liked when i was young.. hahaz.. but now trying to feature me liking my pri school friend in the past it seems so weird hahaz..but anyway its just memories but seriously.. its precious memories to me ..hahaz.. an lian someone..*smile*
I still remember the reason i like lin jun jie.. coz i once like a guy form my tution also call jun jie.. with kezia and bing hong de.. i got kezia de contact but bing hong i noe he in amk sec coz he live near me i will see him sometimes but jun jie like gone liaoz leh ahhaz.. coz i was in pri 5 then then i left the tution le... i got my tution teacher andy see de contact but i guess maybe he change number le lor... neber try calling also.. haha
They are my precious memories too.. i still rememeber me and jun jie playing basketball .. hahaz.. but i hardly can remember how he look like le.. anyway i hope someday still can see him bahz..
I remember i was bullied in the past coz i am ugly.. hahaz if you dunno how i look in the past just go ask shimin can le..she stil kept the photos lo haha... we have been in the same class for nine yrs le... maybe someday i will let u all see how i look like then.. but now it is no better hahaz..
But imagine now i look like that le then the past is worst lor... terrible .. lolx.. i am not kidding..
Okay.. i have been through a lot.. gor shld noe abt mama.. and in relationships or friendships.. even working.. i should learn to grow up too
Jun tell me neber change others unless u change urself first..
I will neber change for the sake of someone else i will only change for my own sake... to grow up.. neber brooding of wads over.. and i beg you.. dun walk into my life again...
The day will come when i will find someone i need to hold on.. and rely on.. but you know the person will neber be you..
Yawn.. beri tired!! lolx.. i haben bathe leh haha.. but goin to now hehe so i go bath le worx
So... to everyone out there... concern abt me or just wanna be sacastic.. yEw zHeN is still as noisy as before!!!!! same old me who loves to nag and nag talk and talk lor.. sobx.. till my gor gor say i beri fan lor... hahaz
Wake up yEw zHeN!!!!
My dream's over.. back to reality.. it has been such a beautiful disaster..
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!