I decided to let myself cool down.. till next sat.. guessed will get the answers by then..
No matter what.. i really just wanna be with him .. though unhappy pasts will be raked up at times and quarrels may occur between us but i will neber be the stubbon zhen who will neber give in to anyone .. no more.. i gotta learn to understand ppl more
It doesn;t matter what the others say ...it doesn;t matter how long it will takes it only matters how true we were... and folllow our heart.. i am breaking that habit today...
I once found myself.. and ran away from reality to deny the fact that i still care...for you..
Maybe all the coincidence became our destiny.. i will not be afraid of what will be happening ahead.. all i noe is that yesterday is gone.. right now i belong to this moment ot my dreams.. i will be strong even if it all goes wrong.. because i know you will be there somewhere .. i will not give up and wil not break down i believe sooner or so life will seems to turn around right?? smile...
I found someone to live for in the world... its the person i gave my heart to.. though he may have given it away once.. but all i know is i dun wanna be anywhere but here...
You still owe me my kusu trip lolx!!...
Anyway seriously i am okay lolx.. i am not that down as it seems its just that at times will be on the verge of crying when i think of certain stuffs.. not everyday also liek that de la hahaz...
But like i say i am fine ... the same old yewzhen .. you know the crazy gerl hahaz.. well the message below is for some unfaithful guys i just wanna say it may sound a little bad .. but i just wanna say this to the GUY
Today i consoled my friend.. last time is she console me.. now is the other way round.. she is my best friends so whoever wanna mess with her... guessed i will not like him that much too bahz....i hated that guy.. damn.. bastard... sry to use these vulgarities i usually hated ppl to use these words but i really think he is such a idiot!! If you think you can just walk right through her door just like that and leave her just like that.. i am sorry.. i dun give a damn of wadeva reason you have.. one thing.. you hurt her .. you think that gerls feelings can be played with then i think you better just f_ _ _ off... i was so pi_ _ ed off when i heard the reason lor.... i know it is none of my buisness but no matter what you let me see my best friend shed tears for you so i dun care if you will be unhappy if u r reading this or wadsoeva.. if u not happy then dun read my bloggie thats all i can say... anyway one thing la just F_ _ _ _ off la okay...
I am sorry to those reading my blog.. i know i am rude i dun like to use vulgarities but for now i gotta break that own principle of mine coz seriously you will not feel good to see your best friends around you shed tears for someone who is not worth it...
For now... i hope my friend can cheer up!!!! *smile* you dun need to rely on someone just to survive... it may not be easy to forget everything.. but just try to make urself happy.. dun always live in the past and memories like me... i am trying hard to get out of my pasts.. i dun wanna ....
One thing i cannot understand is ppl say me and her look alike.. diaoz.. never mind... so so...
Now its time for me to just try not to think of anything else... keep my mind away from stressful stuffs.. just be myself and the happy me .. hehez
Min and linh goin for OBS tml.. goodluck darlings!!! muacks
Not forgetting xin.. i gotta see ur face for this whole week haiz sianz.. hahaz no la... xin we must hu xiang yi lai le worx.. our two buddies will be away .. lolx
And zhen... i will always be there for you as a friend to talk to.. my ears are always open okie..!!!!
I LoVe YoU!*smile* ( to the special someone)
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!