Ello.. here i am again hehez..
Humm.. last night i chatted with him.. on the phone for more than three hours or so i guessed.. but i kept hanging his phone coz i got a bad habit of me keep pressing my phone's button when chatting hahaz .. diaoz
Anyway we had a nice chat and i am frank to him and he told me about madam lim.. and other stuffs.. he said he wanna change coz he know i dun like people to give attitude and fight and smoke and wadsoeva.. i just told him dun change himself just to meet my expectations .. though i dun like people to act cool but somehow i just wanna him to be hu he really is.. though i told him he is no longer the one i knew before.. he changed and i changed too.. learning how to play on the safe side so i dun get hurt..
I told him abt how i feel when i got the roses.. on my birthday...though it wasn't blue roses that i liked i felt happie but i guessed no longer will be that happy like the past... he said he could sensed it too... but he know the feeling of regret ... i told him i knew the meaning of heartache..
If unknowingly we meet again somehow, i dun wanna lose u the second time.. thats how i feel before we all begin again..
We were frank to each other telling how we felt and we chatted kinda lots of stuffs.. till something happen.. not between me and him but some other stuffs...i was beri worried abt him but after that everything falls into place..
Actually.. i dun understand why i can't just leave him behind .. forget abt our promises and my promise to myself.. they say time heals everything... really? or am i just scared that it will just be a detour? i guessed it goes to show.. we dun understand each other well enough but i'll try and hope he will too to mantain this bahz..
Humm .. no wi am just using computer to find some pics and brushes for adobe photoshop so i can start designing some stuffs..
And i have a good news!! wahahha madam lim recieved a call from the organiser that the video on the chinese drama...i edited got into the finals and we actually will win a prize the person sort of say it was top 3 but he obviously will not say which ... *smile!!! felt so happie... but also a little guilty coz if i knew it was depended on solely the video in the first place, i will not mind spending another night editing it coz that time i was in a rush so everything was just average... xin , min ,linh , yi jie and huifong, not forgetting di yao they acted beri well too.. without them, no video will be created in the first place... humm though they are not professional actors and have no experience i still think they act beri good .. nice show hahaz..
No matter what it did boost my confidence of my dreams.. i almost gave it up coz i feel i wasn;t creative enough ..but i think after gaining these experience.. will improve bahz.. slowly .. bit by bit.. hehez..
That time the popcorn mtv we got third.. but the disc di yao haben return me.. i guessed he lost it coz when i ask him todae he say got meh??..haiz suan le..
i wanna keep a disc of videos i have edited all these so that next time when i grow up i can see those funny scenes ect ect
Anyway work hard to achieve what you all desire!!!!
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!