Hi dere.. todae i went to work... beri tired coz got lots of customers and xue ping asked me abt if someone wanna be with me will i still accept? I gave her a straight answer no.. she say why i can be with douglas but cannot accept the other guy.. somehow the reason is coz the other guy is not true.. those kind of hypocrites bahz..anyway i told her i like someone else and she just kept quiet and after a while she say orr.. haiz beri ke xi.. diaoz.. i dun even like the other guy in the first place.. no matter what i said before my heart has neber been changed before.. things changes .. time passes quickly... but the one who have changed in the first place isn't me...
So after a long day of work, he waited for me after work to send me home.. we took a bus back.. i bought my dinner and went down to eat with him.. at the playground.. *smile*..we just chatted and there;s a moment we remain silent... then i felt my shirt's wet wet de.. i looked at him.. his eyes red red de.. its the first time i see his eyes brim with tears.. he neber ever cry infront of me even when she left him.. that night when he met me .. not even when manager shouted at him or when teachers try to aim him... and speak bad stuffs abt him... not even when our crew leaders and riders gang up just to shoot him.. ( trust me he is not at fault is someone use his rank to sort of speack ill of him and made the riders attitude change)...anyway nvm abt it coz sometimes its hard to differentiate who is true to you in such a complex working environment.. people wear masks and put on fake smiles .. when u dun even realise it..i knew why he is crying but like .. u noe asking the obvious.. he suddenly thanked me.. so i knew..but i dun wanna him to thank me coz i also got back what i lost ...
Anyway back to what i was saying.. todae i almost show attitude to noel.. he dun allow me to punch out .. its 945 plus le .. i ask him nicely i shld go at 9.30 now over le i need to go le.. then i served all te customers till beri few ppl le he still shout at me to go back counter.. till i beri angry coz i ask him nicely moreva i already beri sick that he down crew then he neber tell me he put my names almost everyday except for a day...this week... i neber say anything le he still shout at me.. wth...
Then he ask me go counter hao lor.. i went back then i serving ma then the container to put the plastic bags almost drop then noel saw.. then i gave him a beri fierce look then i say wad la.. not on purpose de la.. then noel shocked lolx.. then when i saw him looking at the schedule i tell him noel u put me till 930... so can i go .. he checked then almost shout at me till he saw the schedule then he say orr bye bye.. lolx haiz..
So he got me a lemon tea and we head back home..
Now he is sleeping le.. me using com.. hehez .. haiz long time neber go out with zhen ah ..min ah.. xin ect ect.. miss them lolx (dun worrie i not lesbians hahaz)
Everything seems to be falling back into place...
I am neber barely hanging on now.. coz even if i cried, its tears of happiness neber tears of sadness.. no more.. not anymore...
You know why i love hilary's songs.. coz her lyrics really fits my situation at that time.. now i love her songs but not in the sense of it fits me but jsut its nice.. and that there's a song we both like...
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