Hi.. yesterday linh went back to vietnam le. I met her under her block and took the taxi with her to the airport with her sis and lian wei. On the way there i told her sacastic words like oi dun come back le la hoz and those mean words hahaz... obviously i dun meant what i said.. just to agitate her .. till she goin to be angry le then i say all the things said were the opposite la.. will miss uu so must faster come back.. but always did not have the chance to celebrate her birthday with her...
Then at the air port, i ate burger king with them and min and xin came too. They came from chalet there.. and xin injured her leg.. must apply medicine or else will have scar .. then we hugged linh..xin even gave her a sweet kiss hahaz.. then she went in le.. haiz.. have to lose a friend for abt a month ... till she come back coz over there she also will not always online .. lolx its okie the three of us will wait for her to come back and will go and "jie "her also hehez..
So after the trip to the airport.. we took the mrt.. xin they all went back to the chalet and as for moi.. i went to meet him. We went to marina and took a bus to the new pier to kusu.. the worst thing is when we reached there, we were late by 10 mins so no more boats to kusu le sobx.. in the end we looked at the schedule and other trips of the boats and decided to go round singapore and to pass by kusu and st john island..sister island ect ect.. even dinner will be provided on the ship..its quite costly.. we spent over 72 dollars just on the tickets for two person.. but its really fun..
we sat at the front of the ship and we could view the scenery .. it was beri nice and we could see the sun set too.. and the clouds formed funny shapes but they looked nice.. with the clear water... i loved the feeling of being on the ship.. the sea breeze blowing on my face.. though my hair's messy but i really enjoyed the trip a lot .. a lot .. really hehez.. i am quite sad yesterday coz linh leave le so less a friend to talk to and accompany me.. but she will come back de hehez.. then later on i am beri happie coz of the trip.. the way he looked was so serious when we almost cannot get the tickets... lolx.. he say die die also must fufill what he promised then kusu the next time we come earlier abt 3 .. coz thats the last boat ..Long time ago i already want to be with him on the boat to kusu and have fun there but for some reason we did not fufill our promise.. all were broken.. utterly... and now we finally did what we wanna.. he told me when he was with her he himself for no reason came to clarke quay.. thinking why he wanna leave when he is more happie in the past.. i can only remain silent coz i noe.. nth i say will console myself.. wads gone is gone.. now i treat this as a new beginning.. somehow just feel a little consoled that he remember the times in the past at clarke quay.. no wonder he told me he will noe where to find me if one day he lose me.. coz he went there once.. when we lose hold of each other.. for me.. i wanted to but i did not... i just walked past there for some reason.. coz just dun wanna bring back memories to myself since i was on the verge of forgetting that time..
We had dinner on the boat, then at night there were lots of stars on the sky.. beri nice.. then we also passed by the Sentosa lorx.. saw the melion hehez.. then passed by clark quay again hahaz.. for no reason we always walked back to the place.. at clark quay even when we got lost or sth.. back the the beginning point when everything haben turn sour bahz.. maybe its fate lolx... then the whole trip is abt 2.5 hrs.. it past so fast that i did not even realised its ending till we saw the marina pier again.. guessed he enjoy the trip too..
The night goes on as i am fading away...just wanna hold on to a time where nth matters.. coz suddenly felt beri xing fu bahz.. sad to you... coz i got.. i got what i want.. guess it goes to shows uu dun really noe when everything's abt to change..
We reached the pier and we got down form the boat.. felt a little giddy hahaz.. but still can make it coz feel more delighted than giddy mahz lolx
We then walked form the pier to the mrt station.. its quite far but then yet so near bahz.. dunno how to explain hahaz..
On the way to the mrt station , we just chatted and talked.. then i keep stepping on his shadow (on purpose de hahaz)he even took a picture of our shadows.. diaoz hahaz.. till we went to sembawang to get a drink and played acade as usual i play ddr and he play time crisis .. then he sent me home... then i bathe... till i finish bathing le he still at the station waiting for his sister lolx.. so he called me using public phone coz his hp no battery liaoz ... after hanging the phone i went to sleep till this morning lorx.. beri tired..
Then early in the morning have to go to work sianz... hahaz..
Todae is quite a smooth day except that people keep warning me and wadsoeva... got pretty frustrated coz i dun like ppl to interfere my life... till i saw something then i was quite upset so i kept quiet unless i need to talk ..
Then i went home lorx .. fell asleep on the sofa..
Okie.. thats all hehez just woke up hahaz..
I go listen to music le worx.. buaiz
*Nobody knows who i really am.. I neber felt this empty before.. if i ever need someone to come along.. i know uu will follow me an keep me strong.. if we ever get lost on our way. the waves would guide us to another day
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