Humm hihi..
Today's our one month anniversary. Actually it started long ago before 11th may but just that that day is a memorable day last year. From last night before i go to work till now, i have a upset stomach.. even felt like vomiting last night thats why the whole night i was awake.. till he finish working overnight,i was still trying to get some sleep.. i was suppose to work at 8 todae but he helped me take my shift though actually he can go home to rest.. it means he actually worked for 20 hours since yesterday..
I thought he may be too tired so i thought he may not remember today.. so i did as he said to rest at home and he help me take over my shift .. luckily Noel neber scold lolx
I really fell asleep till i heard my house phone ring.. it was him he punched out le and wanna come find me.. it was rainning heavily but then he still came though he was quite wet lolx.. quite touched .. but see he so tired feel kinda guilty. i did not know he requested to work todae coz he noe i working but in the end is i cannot go to work..diaoz..
We waited for the rain to stop but it seems neber ending so we walked in the rain to cross the road to have my lunch.. see he liek beri tired but still chen qiang so told him to go home and sleep after that.. i ate lasi nemak... with vege.. and bought a cup of hot milo for him ..he say i beri weird first time will eat vege then he took a photo of my rice .. dotz hahaz.. he drank the milo and i ate my rice.. then he sent me home ...he promised me next next monday and last two day od holiday to go to kusu and accompany me..
Just now i was watching tv hehez.. now got the show X men 2. watched many times le but still wanan watch again hehez coz pretty nice ..
Anyway a lot of things happen during this month.. somehow still miss my friends.. hope they haben forgotten me bahz.. they got their own friends too.. but i gotta work almost everyday next week.. sianz.. Noel down crew.. haiz
Nowadays i see him almost everyday bahz.. he will come outside my house to meet me for a while.. we will see each other at work ect ect....
I love hilary's songs.. i kept listening to them hehez.. even my friends like her songs too when i let them listen at first... coz her songs are damn nice *smile*
For now.. i guessed actually she dun really like me bahz.. seems like when i talked to her ... go some kinda attitude... shall i say i shld be the one.. but in the past i also neber say anything.. anyway nvm...
Okie.. i can only say for this month i did lots of stuffs.. we went on boat to travel.. we went to marina where we got lost there before, to clarke quay where we have lots of memories... we went to eat and to play ... ect ect.. something gets to me.. its like nothing is wrong.. neber in the first place thats why i am not afraid what my collegues say and aunty say.. sometimes people have to stop imitating others and have your own stand... and even if they like to gossip wadsoeva.. i will just make my own decisions i know what i am doing so dun interfere.. thats why i admit to anuty and xue ping they all le.. crazy as it seems but i dun wanna be anywhere but here now.. in my new life...a new beginning that just started
I say before long ago when me and him were no longer together that waiting for him is like waiting for rain in such a drought, useless and disappointing.. i suddenly remember the sad pasts and he message me.. just told him the phrase from my bloggie months ago and he suddenly tell me i dun need to wait le coz he is in the lift now..coming to my house to let me see him.. i was like diaoz.. so fast hahaz
In the end he really came over and we chatted outside for quite long.. till he head to work
Come to think of it everything that happened between us .. its a BeAuTiFuL DiSaStEr
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!