These few days like i said.. i kept working lolx..humm last two days went to ivy's birthday party. Well..actually all of us were not really excited abt that and did not really wanna attend her party because first of all we didn't really like her and that not many ppl is going so we weren't excited abt the party in any sense....but we still decided to attend coz if not, she will be disappointed bahz.. so i met shermaine first and came with her to woodlands to ivy's house..
Shermaine is a ncie gerl i knew in mac.. somehow like kim bahz.. at thompson i trusted kim the most after jaime...and will talk to her lots of things and for amk, i prefer shermaine bahz.. she is more true in the sense she doesn't wear a mask infront of anyone.. just who she is infront of you and someone hu weren't backstabbed uu .. sounds like my mac is full of hypocrites lolx.. well sort of coz u will neber knew who is right or wrong, who is the good guy or bad guy .. sometimes certain things you cannot just use ur eyes to see... you must use ur heart to feel hu is true to uu.. into the rush now u dun have to know how.... dun let nobody tell you your love's over
Over at the party seems like the arrow is pointing towards me and him.. somehow trying to ask me and persuade me ect ect... one thing.. its my choice i noe what i am doing so dun interfere and just shut your mouth coz i just can't take it anymore... the traffic in my brains driving me insane.. did swing my emotions for a while but now just trying to give us more time.. if things weren't work ... even its just a detour i will not let myself cause my heart so much misery anymore... i will be down but neber too deep.. coz i said to play on the safe side so i dun get hurt.... the only way is to not let urself fall too deep..
I just wanna tell u i had enough.. it might sound crazy but i mean no lie.. its my life so i decide for myself so if u all have any comments i can only say.. mind ur own business as if u're serious.. its not like u got the qualifications to play with ppl's feelings .. not like u're damn pretty or wadsoeva... so just shut up la okay.. things gets complicated only when someone tries to drift ppl apart..
Anyway nvm abt it... coz now i already just shun qi zi ran le bahz..let natural takes its course.. i just wanna find a way to compromise..
For now i am hu i am doing what i wanna so .. stop interfering ..
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!