Today's my hmt paper one .. stress haiz.. when we reach there we dun even noe where is the exam room then we kept walking round and round the school till we find our teacher.. haiz.. we were late for 15 mins and when we went into the classroom, they alreadi started to do their paper le..
At first when i saw the question, i felt like giving up coz it was pretty difficult for all the question. It is difficult to choose a ques that is easy to do so i hesitated for abt 10 mins before i write sth on my paper.. The worst thing is i dun even noe how mych time i have left coz i did not have a watch with me and the classroom did not have a clock.. wth .. so i were like peeping at the invigilator's watch when he walked past me.. then when he say i left with 15 mins, my compo is still half done felt like crying at that moment but then i noe cry also no use so i juz tried to end it once i completed my points .. i ended it in quite a happy ending and unexpected way.,,
Yesterday i went to northpoint to buy some food with my three buddies .. then we went back to katib .. my house.. to eat our lunch and to blast music.. they asked me to dance coz they noe the way i release my stress and anger or other emotions through dancing.. then they were look at me and they keep urging me to continue wheneva i stop.. i beri pai sei coz its been sometime since i perform on stage let alone at hm for friends to see.. then we had a great time chatting..
Then i went out with wei xiong and zhen to woodlands.. we shoped and ate the KFC family meal till we were damn full lolx.. then we sat at the playground to have a talk and to rest there before we came home.. they wanted me to cry it out but i already told myself neber gonna cry for him since six mths ago though it was broken two days ago but now i start counting again.. neber gonna cry and go back to him.. thats the truth its over..
Wei xiong say maybe shld give each other a chance and zhen say juz ask him wad exactly he wanna or sth?
So i asked and he say i was the one hu say i dun wanan be hurt again and so he sort of juz doin wad i wanna.. we were neber ever frank to each other so thats why it all ended no point goin back to the past. we shld look ahead into the future instead of keep thinking abt the past and live in ur own dream world..
So wad i told him was ect.. thats over.. friends foreva .....*smile*
My birthday is coming and it was declared as a school holiday todae..
You know sth.. i dunno wad i am thinking.. i just wanan go out with a group of friends to ave fun all day till night and to laugh out loud the whole day but somehow no one seems to bother.. it is a ordinary day .. for u and for me..
I also haben decide where to go.. anyway maybe that day i go missing bah go hide somewhere and be alone at some sort of island.. kusu island or sth.. haahz not bad.. then go there and shout it out.. lolx
I am so tired.. feel like sleeping.. haiz..
Promises are not meant to be broken and we were neber ever frank to each other... let it come to an end.. ourstory91 had long ago ended maybe i shld change my blog address or sth.. humm not a bad idea hahaz..
Stop showing up at my rearview mirror wheneva i think u're gone..
I just want to find someone to live for in this world but it isn't you..
Life goes on .. no matter wad reason u give urself the one thing u scared of is neber to lose hold of me. coz if it is u already scare urself... coz u are replaced and u will...be ..somehow
FRENS FOREVA!!!
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!