hihi.. here i am again blogging..
Humm u all must be wondering why my tittle is songs about JaNe bahz.. well well because of a album by maroon five. The songs in the album was damn nice especially a song call " ThiS LoVe".. and " She'll Be Loved".. not bad not bad hahaz..
That day when we watched the performance outside esplanade there the band sang this song and i love it!! hahaz.. It was a free performance and we only got to know of it when we could not get a boat to Kusu Island..
Enjoyed the whole performance and the song was damn nice hahaz ... okie enough of the song le
Todae a usual we went to school then we went to the canteen to eat .. i mean the four of us .. ( as usual we always stick together de ma lolx ) then i ate a bun .. drank milo and suddenly someone tap my shoulder.. its him la then we just say hi and ask abt his injuries before i ask him to help me throw my plastic before the bell rang hahaz.. pai sei i lazy mahz lolx
Then the whole morning we sat in the hall for assembly to watch the speech day video and that reminds me abt working backstage with the rest.. mediatech friends.. hahaz .. the way we slack ..got anxious when theres a prob and not forgettting the part where mr tan suan miss tan continuously for three times wahahha.. ( bleah)
Then in the afternoon we were beri bored so the four of us sort of skipped lessons by walking round the school and we even become beri bold to sit down in the canteen.. saw him coz after his mock exam.. i was supposed to take the exam with them too but i choose not to coz i am not prepared mahz hahaz..
He suddenly walked to me and passed me a drink.. milo.. humm not bad coz i was thirsty at that time but cannot buy drinks coz we were supposed to be in class ... and the teachers were there so we were scared of being spotted by mr goh and some other teachers lolx
Thanks.. then he told me he gotta have chem remedial so asked me to go home first.. his teacher is mr la mei.. whom is my chemistry teacher as well.. he damn fierce de lor todae i kena said by him coz i looked sleepy in class.. then he call me to answer his questions on purpose ...
So the whole afternoon was beri boring and we even went behind the canteen there to tok to the drink stall uncle coz he started to tok to us and even show us our time table for june holidays.. haiz gotta go back school for abt a week.. better dun clash with my schedule to kusu or else.. heh heh i will skip lesson hahaz no la.. hope will not bahz..
After school we went to buy bubble tea and to eat some noodles at the hawker centre.. ( me and linh) .. then saw andrea walked past.. lolx.. he waved the same pattern as he did the last time.. like ghost lorx.. walk while waving in that kind of ... well dunno how to describe but he did it on purpose to irritate me la hahaz
So i went home after taht so here i am typing stuffs in my dear bloggie
I changed the blog song and blogskin le.. with the help of my brother hahaz.. thanks gor!!!.. okie i love the blog skin and the song too.. wow !!! Now exams are over results are out.. i did okay so at least i stil will get my 70 percent cert... though i did not really study so the results dropped ..
Now pretty relaxed till i feel liek watching GREEN FOREST again.. i like one of the phrases in the show... true love last forever the feeling will not just be lost all of a sudden .. unless its to the wrong person..
I love watching the show .. its beri nice ,romantic, heart warming and touching too.. love the characters in it too.. and the kids that acted in the show were so cute hahaz.. anyway really suggest this show to u all la coz u will not regret watching it..
For todae is joey's birthday.. Happie birthday my friend!! All the best to uu.. dunno if u wil read this but just feel that at least shld wish u goodluck or sth.. i also told him to remember to send his blessing no matter wad.. coz all in all.. they were once lovers... should at least contact as friends rather than be strangers like me and him in the past.. the feeling is terrible its like suddenly from close close..beri close frenz to enemies then worst still to strangers.. really dun feel good at that point of time haiz but anyway its over.. its the past so just let go le bahz.. trying to forget the sad memories and start afresh ..
All his swearing and promises though i noe will not really be fufilled but at least i felt comforted...
He said he regretted but like i said no point regretting what u have done so lets just look forward to the future.. you were sad i could not trust u a lot.. i tried to show how much i feel but guess u may not be able o understand the feeling of being insecure.. so many tears i have cried for uu.. a million tears for uu...
Heart changes and people changes as time goes by.. so even if the day comes that i have to let uu go.. i will just well let go like i did before.. it may be difficult but we have to someday.. besides nothing really last foreva.. and i long ago realise its just a illusion.. just that we often dunno wad is the ture meaning of love.. just mistooken it as a meaning of hugs kisses and wadsoeva.. i guess its more than that bahz .. its to put full trust on the person and to care of him .. to feel for him.. and to be concern abt him.. its hard to explain but overall when it ends uu will just feel that everything seems liek a dream.. to be awoken and wanting to getaway to a place where u can be redefine..
I hope to find a little peace of mind at times..away from everything..
In my dreams..
where everything can be so perfect .. but there is no such things as perfect in my dictionary coz.. i noe its impossible for tha to happen..
the broken hearts are slowly mending..
the frozen numb hearts are recovering
i start to feel
i start to learn to love
i hope to be a part of ur life again
somehow now i do
i said i will neber ever cling on uu ever ever ever again.. now i take back my words.. uu wanan me to cling on uu from now .. till the end of time..
i will if i could but now i just wanan play on the safe side so i dun get hurt again.. uu tried the feeling of being down .. hope uu will understand
.. moreva i have seen enough of things happening around me..my friends being sad .. crying almost everyday .. my relatives... dunno why is it coz guys are really heartless and can adapt to the environment beri fast.. thats why their heart also change beri fast? or they just go for looks or ?? i dunno.. but from wad i see.. yeah thats their natural character.. they are born like that wad can we do ..
Gerls often know they are being play or tricked or that their boyfriends are not true to them but gerls are always willing to do anything just to get wad they call love.. learnt from the talk in school...
But guys often think love is just physically being close and just by saying sweet words to make the gerls happie..
Gerls often know that so they sort of use their body to get love... haiz.. thats wad the instructor say.. and thats why lots of gerls got tricked and being dumped lata on..
then they show us the abortion video.. damn disgusting .. the babies were so tiny and so not developed .. eeeee.. then the doctor poked the babie and dump them like rubbish ... i see le also feel so.. u noe..
Okie la enough of my stuffs le.. just wanna say i dun wanna be anywhere here.. all i noe is that yesterday is gone right now i belong to this moment to my dreams.. dreams will come true if i am willing to work hard to achieve what i desire.. so i shall and i will.. hehez ..same goes to all of my friends too.. all the best kz!!!!! even if the exams u did not do too well.. still got next time so cry le must buke up and work hard .. okie hehez.. jia you worx.. hao la..
My brother wanna play online games le..
Maybe its fate that brings us back together.. cherish it or it will be gone that what my friends say too.. so.. buaiz buaiz
hehez
Love ya
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!