Todae i went to work in the morning.. i taught the new crew on OJE called andy i think. Humm.. its his first day of work then Noel on purpose wanna me teach him diaoz.. me myself CMI le then still ask me to teach but in the edn i think at least got teach him most of the things le .. phew..
Okie.. after that i was incharged of the game station.. at first the kids took advantage of me .. pull my shirts ah then my feet ah ect ect... then damn noisy i was so frustrated but still have to smile even htough i feel like screaming " dun pull my shirt!!!" lolx.. but things starts to get better coz the two troublesome kids finally went away after aunty tell them dun disturb jie jie work... then sort of raise her voice a little.. haiz but after that things gets better.. the kids gets cutter .. and the parents seems to be more friendly.. so i start to enjoy playing the games with the babies and kids .. but it got bored after a while coz i did the same old thing over and over again till i can memorise my lines..
" hi will u like to play some games? if uu are lucky u may win a toy or a free item ?"
" u want to throw or spin?"
" wow.. uu got in!! hahaz wait a while ahz while i get ur prize"
" here uu go thank you !!! enjoy ur meal ahz hehez bye bye"
diaoz i have been saying the same old lines for abt 4.5 hrs .. hahaz
But its really fun and happie when u see the expressions of the kids.. smiling when they get a prize.. especially the babies.. they smile and laugh in those uu noe innocent smile and cute laughters.. in short.. i enjoy working todae.. even saw zhen ahz..ck and qiong hui there ..
Sometimes looks and cuteness are decieving.. people do fall into temptations but they neber knew wad is in the cover.. happiness can be fake it out.. love can be fake it out.. or just rely on being handsome or pretty or wadsoeva bahz... sometimes reality is like that but true love doesn't just depends on one's look.. coz looks can help to last a relationship longer but if the couple kept quarreling coz their characters dun suit each other guess everything just go back to the start bahz..
But seriously most of out mac de people go for looks de.. humm well well.. for thompson mac also .. coz they dun really noe each other but ended up being together and u shld noe wads the ending...
okie nvm abt it
Well so ..after work i waited for him coz he say he coming over..to see me home
I waited for him for pretty long till i was quite angry coz everyone kept asking me hu i was waiting for but i dun feel like saying especially when he and she asked me.. not that i am scared or wad its just dunno how to phrase it when they ask .. they sure will ask till the end.. like he just message me if me and him patch le.. diaoz.. expected.. say till dun wanna me get hurt.. ahem may be true but guess like i say i hate hypocrites.. i know the reason of him with me in the first place that time thats why i just go along with him coz we both will benifit from it.. just a making use of relationship that is short coz when we both got what we wanna just sayonara..
I told douglas to wait for me outside the mac .. dun go into the crew room coz aunty they all all inside.. but he came in i was like dotz wad to do coz so many ppl noe i waiting for friend for so long then if he come in i walk out with him so wads the conclusion?... diaoz...
The worst thing is he wear the same colour shirt as me... red.. i just got said by lin min why i wear till so red then in the end he came and really is a coincidence that he wore a red shirt too.. if people dunno they will think we chuan tong de.. but really.. i swear neber la..
When we walked out aunty shouted at me.. " yewzhen ahz...reall ahz???" expected they will have this reaction.. thats the reaction aunty first gave me when they knew me and him were ex.. 100 percent the same.. guess people neber changed hahaz.. standard..
I just try to run to the door then walked out quickly of the mac.. coz a lot of ppl is gossiping behind us.. haiz.. we were supposed to be couple long ago well we were a couple a yr ago.. its just that broken up somehow when i haben transfer there so they were surprised of hearing jane as his ex.. Like i say Jane is Jane .. yew zhen is yewzhen.. i am not who i am when i am infront of my collegues.. when i am Jane...coz most of the times just got to pretend to be happie and pretend nth happen especially infront of some of them... it just gave me a new sort of.. u noe personality when i am working
But i am hu i am when i am with my friends .. friends i am comfortable to be with where i dun need to pretend to be someone else.. not that i wanted to.. its i am forced to fake it out.. when i am forced to forget everything.. now its just .. uu noe have to suit along the situation.. can't possibly change to myself from a "sweet" .. cheerful..happie..wadeva nice gerl uu wanna me to be.. when i am working with the few ppl i dun wanan see....uu may not understand wad i am trying to say but i noe exactly how i feel..
I am not afraid to show hu i really am its that everyone seems to be a hypocrite there.. so wad if i am the real me.. they will just try to make use of uu or sth.. pretend to be Mr nice guy ect.. but behind uu .. backstabbed uu..used to it la.. they also backstabbed their good friends there infront of me.. diaoz.. like i say working environment is full of many different kinda people..
Ok la enough of my frustrated part... come back to my happie part..so me and him tok a bus to katib then we waited for xin..
Just walked to northpoint then he bought a drink for us.. then to walk round and round till xin meet seet.. we had fun trying to tease xin before that.. then well dunno... he accompany wait for the bus then i went home bahz...
now i think he is currently angry with me.. i was angry with him in the afternoon for sth.. now is him angry with me..
Just feel like getting away... from reality .. it does not matter to me how ppl look at us or see us in their eyes.. chun xian say he dun wanna see me hurt again... true me myself will not let my heart cause myself so much misery again...
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!