Zhen sent me a song beri nice "gotta tell you"
These few days i am busy revising for my examinations but me and zhen always went out to study too. Sometimes wei xiong and douglas and jun sian came along too and we had a great time chatting and ofcorse chatting too hehez
Well yesterday zhen need to go hm to get something and to find some important document so me and wei xiong waited for her under her block and chatted abt some of my past and his past examples.. memorable places ahz , the most funniest time and ect.. I told him abt the time ppl thought i am a Malay just when me and him were touching on the topic of me looking not like chinese or sth like that. and the part we lost our way hahaz till we walked to raffles place ahz to singapore river and..eating the soya bean ice cream.. it taste like.. humm dunno how to describe only know he help me finish it in the end lolx
Wx say when i tok abt them i was smiling brightly .. true bahz i am happie at that time i really cannot go back to be the yewzhen who can put a lot of trust on the person and the one giving in and to fu chu all the time .. I had enough so i guess i will not fall too deep anymore.. still half trust half suspicious like that bahz
No matter how much sweet talk and how u try to explain whats done is done .. i cannot take it as though nth happen i wanted to start afresh .. forget abt the changing and sad part .. u want me to know uu again . starting from the part where i dun even noe hu u r.. but it is not easy i will try but maybe not..
I will tell you this is where uu belong
Dun wanna love uu when uu dun love me
Dun wanna need you when uu dun need me too
So.. i will shun qi zi ran
Feelings are there but not as much .. uu moved me with those words on that night but it wouldn't be right..somehow now i noe.. neber trust a person too much and neber fall too deep its hard to get out..
Sorrie if i cannot be back to the zhen uu noe.. exactly a year ago coz todae is 11th may
Sorry if i cannot love uu like the way i do in the past
Sorry if i cannot trust uu a lot alot alot like i did in the past
Sorry is i am not too concern abt uu now
Sorry for me changing
But u were the one hu made those changes .. i am just playing on the safe side so i dun get hurt..
We are starting afresh from this day.. the day a yr ago when it all started but i really cannot take it if the history i gonna repeat again .. your eyes they sparkled thats all changed into lies that drop like acid rain .. so i no longer can look into those eyes with total trust
Forgive me for my weaknesses but there is no such thing as a beautiful goodbye
Its neber enough no matter how many times uu try to tell me this is love
If tomorrow neber comes i wanna tell uu that i gonna love uu like its a last night
Its true but its just a song lyrics hahaz
Okie now time for me to go use computer lorx hahahaha
K la eleventh may..
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