Ello here i am again ..
Yesterdae everthing was fine.. except that xin neber come to school todae coz she's sick.. hope she;s fine now.. take care my friend!
So after school the three of us went to 3a1 classroom to meet madam lim coz of the readers club thingy.. she wanna us read up on a article and give comments next monday when a professional lady will be there to guide us.. the story's prety interesting and touching.. its ending is also beri "fa ren shen xin" the guy lost his trust in life and is prepared to die... " ren ke yi ying wei cuo zhe er bian de gen jian qiang ... dan ye ke yi ying wei cuo ze er gan dao jue wang " thats what i feel after reading the story.. " zhi yao xiang xing jiu ke yi kan dao xing fu de ... GEEN LIGHT"
Hahaz.. so after the meeting i went hm with linh while shimin attend her softball training..
I practised my mathematics till i on the verge of crying.. coz keep getting the wrong answer and headache whenever i see the log here and log there .. actually i alreadi cried but juz a few drops of tears coz i feel i am beri lousy .. simple ques also cannot solve.. but after a while i noe cry also no use.. no matter how many times i cry it will not help me get anywhere ... onli will make me feel worst coz after i cry i felt so tired and so restless.. so i dry my tears and continue doin additional maths
I manage to get some of the facts right so i can now solve most of the questions le.. sometime as long as u put in effort.. nth is impossible.. hehez..
At night min call me.. coz she's feeling down so i went down to the playground to meet her.. and we chatted for quite a while until we both are tired so we went hm.. when i reached hm.. he called me and told me he's under my block so he wanted to chat.. so i went down.. we chated till abt one plus.. chatted on quite a lot of stuffs and he brought chocolates that he used to buy for me in the past whenever we meet.. but surprisingly, i dun even feel any sense of happiness,sadness,hatred .. nth.. we juz chatted on many things abt mediatech ect ect.. all i noe is that when i tok to him it like beri relief .. coz i no need to hide my feelings or wadsoeva.. i am juz hu i am.. when he said sth i dun like i juz told him directly how i feel abt how he tok and abt the thing he is toking abt.. so we both were like chattin like best friends.. but all i noe is that yesterdae is one there will be nth between us and he noe that too.. thats why we can chat normally and chat on sensitive topics now.. i am happy we are getting to be frenz again.. it doesn;t matter how ppl say .. coz they may think it isn;t right .. it onli matters how true u are.. coz nth between us so we can chat like that.. anyway happie that finally everythings getting into place
The four of us.. were not drifting futher apart.. me and him back to friends.. macdonalds ..quitting soon.. sooner or so life seems to turn around.. my mathematics.. frustrated at times but when i sit down quietly and try to solve the probs mostly can solve..
phew.. i am listening to music now .. as usual i always listen to the same old songs but i love these songs .. from hilary, jun jie ect..
Its like nth is wrong now.. me and my cousin si min(mavis) will be meeting tml.. it has been a long while since me and her see each other .. except for the last time we walked past each other at bugis.. but we onli had a glance of each other.. didn;t really have a chance to chat with her.. guess she is still upset over someone
But i am looking forward to go out with her tml ...hope to have fun bahz. hehez
Kz.. i gonna go rest le.. beri tired hahaz
All the best to uu all in the coming days..