hihi.. todae suddenly heard the old songs in my com.. and mp3.. the song scared (pretty nice) but its a sensitive song but no matter wad i still love the song .. its damn nice lolx
Humm todae i am not a beri good gerl ( my frenz will say i hv neber been good before ) .. lolx .. well becoz todae i went to popular to buy assesment bks then me and jamie dun feel like goin to higher chinese lesson coz since we were alreadi late and jamie was sick.. we decided to do our homework and go hm after that to take a nap.. or sth
Therefore we really skipped the lesson lolx.. we almost wanted to catch a movie but luckily we did not coz we reach hm at abt 7 if we watch the movie i think i will end up reaching hm at abt 8 plus or 9 bahz..
I completed my homework for once.. hahaz... on time leh so long neber tried the feeling of having done the homework i planned to complete in a few hrs.. *smile* bucking up le hehez
My e maths also trying to understand the 3 topics on my own .. thurs got maths and physics test.. physic still can manage but wad i am afraid is mathematics coz i did not even listen to wad the teacher is toking abt.. ( her voice isn't too attractive for me.. monotonous tone... yawn)
seriously she dunno how to teach though she quite kind la and pretty caring at times but the prob is she dunno how to express wad she wanna say.. she like sometimes dunno wad she toking abt also then will repeat the same damn thingy.. i like her at times coz she quite kind and gentle but at times when u really try to listen to wad she is saying and u ask ques.. she will like beri impatient.. then ask u ask ur frenz or sth liek that.. (( if i noe how to do i dun need u here le la...)
I blame on myself for doin badly in my studies coz i realise i have become beri lazy and i do admit htat.. but at times i really try to listen to wad the teachers are toking abt.. but i realise one thing.. rely on teacher is no use.. u have to depend on urself to study thats why i rather go hm read the txbk and try to understand myself for some subjects.. like geography and physics coz the teachers like hack care everything..u dun understand ur buisness.. wth..
Anyway i swear i will try my best in the coming exams.. i neber gonna let meself down again.. if i ever do badly again.. i think i will break down.. stress...hahaz..the most important sub is chinese coz gotta take the stupid o levels this yr when i am taking the end of yr exam also.. getting tensed up wif mid yr alreadi imagine end of yr and o level.. guess i will feel like knocking myself on the wall probably.. so get ready a ambulance for me kz.
Well.. studies still can make it., can suddenly do veri well can suddenly flung everything so muz depends on luck also lolx..
For work i gave my resignation letter.. hope aunty will help me inform li san..
Chun xian they all ask me not to quit juz take leave lorx.. but did not noe if they really dun wanna me quit or they juz putting up a act.. dun mind me saying coz some of them there are kinda hypocrite.. hu noes what they are thinking.. aunty ask me why i wanna quit.. humm actuallly also nth much juz dun feel like working le lo and some personal reasons... xue ping tat day almost hai wo sia.. anyhow guess hu i like then anyhow say the persons name..at the counter she said sth damn sensitive but luckily she did not mind.. please la is not him though he is from the same school as me.. that one dunnoi how many centuries ago de story liaoz hahaz
Okie.. things for me is quite smooth except for my mood swings hahaz
Dunno why nowadays like can suddenly smile then suddenly laugh like hell then suddenly feel like cryin then suddenly look so dull.. humm muz go hm and jian tao jian tao yi xia.. in any case .. i most of the time also normal la smile smile de.. so think i not having fever or having some psycological probs... maybe a bit stress when i dun understand stuffs i will get frustrated and start to do silly things le
Example ahz.. humm.. dancing in the room with the music blasted at almost full volume.. shimin and linh shld noe coz they at my hse that time they wanted to see the dance but i hide in the rm lolx.. sry la but pai sei ma.. min wanna learn but next time got chance then teach u kz coz that day a little stress so i wanna relax.. then if not i will watch movie like the cinderella story over and over again coz i love the story.. if not i will start to blog.. to disturb ppl ... lolx.. in the sense ask them to come out to have a talk or chat with them ...ect..ect... then still got wad ah.. humm shout at ppl lor liek my brother.. he a bit sok sok todae .. a little time taken for me to offline also shout at me.. then i alreadi beri stress coz of my e maths .. feel i so stupid when i dunno how to solve the ques.. then he yi dao jia haben come in his voice reach me liaoz.. wth i was chatting with my friend somemore to have a nice chat and let me relax but all he noe is rush through his stuffs and shout at his own sis.. i dun like to ask him abt my studies coz all he noe is to give me the answer at times but the steps he dunno how to explain lolx... thats why i rather dun ask coz maths need workings then he cannot help me jiu suan le still shout here shout there give me the black face .. standard de.. then as usual i shout back lor.. i alreadi say before i will not be bullied or wad again if u scold me for nth or wadsoeva dun expect me to juz keep quiet.. i had enough.. in school get bullied and teased in the past now even own brother also have to tolerate.. he is gd at imes but when he wanna do his own thing he will dun care hu is related to him liaoz then will start shouting at me which i hate.. sometimes i bear with it coz its my fault but todae i was goin to offline after complaining to my friend my feelings then he kao bei me.. even my dad was shocked when i shout back and he ask me stop le ho
Arhhhh so stress... juz now do the maths do till i gonna breakdown.. dun understand!! sobx
Haizz ... headache le la bu yao zuo liaoz
All i noe is that yesterday is gone right now i belong to this moment to my dreams
So.. i will still try to work hard hard to achieve wad i desire de !!! hehez
Bye bye .. yawn nitez everyone..
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!