hi everyone.. i juz got back hm.. and bathed le.. my head from juz now in school ache till now.. i think is coz of contact lens or maybe too tired coz i yesterday so late sleep , then so early woke up todae..
The whole even was quite succesful except for the part where the emcee drop her neck mike .. she cried on the spot then me and lisa consoled her.. she still need to be up on stage so she have to dry her tears and go on.. she scared her instructor will scold her for her performance.. and the media professionals... will blame her if the mike spoil.. but luckily nth happen to the mike and the whole performance was still pretty nice and good.. enjoyed it..
During the event i chatted wif lisa and my juniors.. so i did not felt bored
I went down to get food and drinks for the rest.. then the mac ppl was so niao their cup they provide is the small one and their food is burger wif onli the petty and the buns.. no cheese or pickles not even vege... then i ended up bringing a big bottle of orange syrup back to the back stage.. then i took 10 cups for them to pour into it and share the bottle of drink.. i onli drank two small little cups ..sobx.. i was beri thirsty coz of my throat ..
After the even we hanged around in school for a while then me zhen, ian,wei mark, and jerren went to north point to have our dinner..
My nose was like keep wanting to sneeze.. so uncomfortable .. in the end i ate my bowl of cha siew rice without being able to taste the food.. blame it on my stupid nose..haiz
Then after we ate our dinner.. jerren took bus hm and mark too coz he lived in sembawang.. as for me and zhen plus ian we walked back hm.. walked past the reservior and places me and zhen walked past before discussing abt him.. abt four mths plus le bahz.. times really flies..
On the way back we were pretty quiet co zian behind and we cannot tok much
Until zhen reached her blk then left me and ian lorx.. we also walk like dunno each other like that till wehn i reach 855 there then saw jerren and seet they all i think ..not sure hu but juz ian friends then i walk away after saying bye to jerren ..
Walking on a lonely road home again hahaz.. shld have got used to it .. looking at certain places juz make me feel so alone at times
Then i reached hm lorx.. but was too tired .. i went to sleep and my head still ache..
till this morning when i got up i was damn sick.. cannot get up .. i was alreadi late for work le but my head ache like hell.. think maybe past few days sleep too late and did not drink enough water but maybe also coz i really dun feel liek goin to work..
In the end my dad drive me to amk then i told felicia i was sick i will give her the mc tml or so... Felicia is a good and kind manager .. she is friendly as well.. i quite like her .. long time neber see her le till todae bahz.. quite happy to see her there .. when i walked out i saw chun xian at the counter he asked me u sick ahz.. i juz nod my head and walked off..
Then i went back to the doctor .. to ask for a MC and to ask for the alsel cream.. coz goin to use finish le but still not ok.. now even worst got flu ..wth..i at first thought ai ya flu and sore throat onli so dun need care too much will recover soon.. but things onli got worst haiz.. and i am stressed up wif my higher chinese tml got test.. 7 chapters.. i almost stress till wanna cry juz now coz the words damn chim.. dun understand.. and the passage also like quite difficult.. and 7 chapters within a few hrs and still gotta revise SS.. haiz
I took a nap just now so now feeling better and can memorise some stuffs le .. but i really feel like knockin myself against the wall at times.. sounds stupid rite but its true.. coz see al the chinese words i wanan faint liaoz.. then look at SS though quite ok but i am scared that the source base i ill not noe how to answer the ques...
My heartache too thinking abt my maths test.. i told my daddy abt my additional maths .. i found myself not able to take it .. sth pull me back.. i tell myself it will not be a step back for me but really.. i am affected wheneva i think my marks will be affected.. i hope i wil nto give up or break down.. coz i really feel like crying now.. dunno why .. a lot of things to cry for.. i dun even noe why i cry coz too many things for me to go through ..
All i noe is yesterday is gone.. and right now i belong to this moment and my dreams so i wil not give up.. i will try... try is better than i give up totally now ..
I still believe someone will be watching over me.. there are still ppl hu cares for me.. it onli matters to be true to urself and ppl.. and follow ur heart.. i have my daddy.. he beri gd to me todae hahaz.. coz he noe i sick.. can see he care for me a lot .. thanks dad.. muacks hahaz
I have my gor gor.. though he like to bully me.. and like to suan me coz he noe i dunno how to swallow pills.. but he will stil help me when i need help .. so thanks hahaz but i dun wanna muacks uu ... later u say i disgustin ma bleah.. hahaz
Then my mum also will remind me take pills ect ect.. help me buy food.. care for me but in the way beri naggy.. hahaz.. but thanks hehez
THen i have my friends.. like zhen.. thanks .. hehez.. muacks.. ( later someone jealous lolx ) jk la
Thanks for those hu care for me.. coz nowi realise who will concern abt me or hu dun even bother abt me..
Its sad to noe sometimes friends around uu dun even realise u r not feelin well.. maybe they think i acting bahz .. but hu will want to act sick when they are not anyway its okayz.. even jun sian bother to ask me take care of myself.. but he is a good senior from the start so thanks ..
For now i eating some stuffs.. dun feel like eating also coz the alsel beri big..difficult to eat and this cannot eat that cannot eat coz my dad is nagging .. saying me "rei" stil eat fast food ah and those fried stuffs.. even min they all was like wah when they saw my alsel..kinda abnormal to be so big and a little swollen.. but alreadi healin so not that pain le..
K.. haiz i go eat le lah..
BB..haiz
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!