Ello..
Last night i slept till beri shuang coz from 4 sleep till 9 when my friend call me then from 10 sleep till early in the ..morning.. lolx
Todae right nothing happen .. just that in school have to bring thermometer and miss soh de bag around her waist knock onto xin's head and me and valentine were laughing out loud hahaz.. Yesterdae onli got to know a few things but just that miracles dun always happen so forget abt everything every promises uu made makes no sense to me now.. i dun mind if u break another one of it.. coz i no longer have faith in uu.. uu say u will break promises onli for those u cannot fufil it.. then i wanan tell u sth.. if u dun think u can fufil it then dun make the promise to let me have the feeling of being decieved now.. u say i will noe when time comes and u will keep the promise .. the beri one.. i have the idea what it is.. and i noe beri well which promises uu broke and which uu kept its just that i once tried to make my self forget abt everything coz now i onli can recall some of it.. but i noe which one u are referring to its juz that i act dumb to ask uu to let go of everything and juz forget everything both of us say before. coz i dun wanan rememeber so juz leave me alone and let me forget every little thing day by day.. i am stubbon i admit.. linh say sometimes stubbon isn;t a good thing but min admires me for being so firm.. but thats who i am.. once over its over.. it will juz be a detour if i keep thinking of him whenever he show up at my rear view mirror .. everytime i think he's gone.. i cannot keep coming back to him whenever he is in a good mood to whisper sth sweet in my ear.. i learnt to play on the safe side so i dun get hurt so i rather we both keep a distance..
I am here without you.. The one thing i am scared of is uu coming back now.. A thousand miles have made me colder and i dun think i can look at all these the same anymore.. I think about uu and i dream about uu somehow in the beginning but now.. even the chocolates the song reason.. scared.. neber be replaced.. dun make me feel anything anymore.. no more.. its over alreadi.. i onli hope we both juz rememebre the happie memories.. coz i alreadi forget most of the things .. and i dun need uu to remind me of any one of it coz i hate uu..
I have feel enough for uu.. being loved.. being lost in the feeling .. being sad.. happie.. excited.. down.. anxious.. wadsoeva.. uu are the one hu made me feel once before.. but its ONCE BEFORE.. dun treat me as a subsitude coming back to me and getting close to me whenever uu are in the mood..
I have seen enough.. the friends around me having to cry over a person and being heartbroken.. and seen myself that way before.. i had enough.. the traffic in my brains driving me insane. this is more than i can take
I juz wanna go to a place where i can be redefined and u're out of mind .. well there isn't a need also hahaz
Kz.. anyway one word.. NEBER ..
Dun make me hate uu foreva.. goodbye my friend foreva like i say
So.. now its time to say bye bye.. hehez coz i wanna rest le type so many craps hand also suan liaoz hehez
K la.. bye bye
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!