hi dere..
Yesterday is the full dress rehearsal for speech day..
Feel so bored over there at first but i muz say the performance actually is beri nice.. juz that maybe during the rehearsal see too many times le so the feeling of excitement and amazement is gone le bahz
Hilary duff - "Go on get out of my head .. living in a crash world.." This song is a nice a nice song but i cannot seem to find and download the song.. can onli load online.. to listen haiz..
Before the rehearsal i walked in the rain.. coz i went to north point to buy some stuffs and rushed back but i got no umbrella.. so the only way is to walk in the rain to get to school.. saw xiang yun in the bus so we both ran in the heavy rain to school...
I tried to dry myself before i went up but still my clothes is beri wet .. dunno why for these few weeks alreadi walk in the rain for a few times le.. who ask me to be that lazy till i dun like to bring umbrella ... lolx
Well.. things are quite smooth recently no mistakes for events and not much probs to solve only that i am quite stress up wif my work.. got lots of tests .. chem,eng , higher chinese which i am afraid the most .. beri difficult. and lots and lots to come..
But i will not give up and say die without trying i guess.. coz i am stubbon .. hehez
For my life... friendship isn't a prob for me coz for those hu noe me will noe that i got 3 good buddies in school and some other goodfriends and friends no matter is in class or in other class.. sometimes i feel fortunate to have them by my side.. coz i think min and zhen will noe how i am like in the past.. think min will noe beri well bahz.. coz she noe me for about 10 yrs le.. we can say to understand each other quite well alreadi... my friends around me dun come easily especially my good friends and best friends.. so i will treasure it.. coz in the past i am not sociable and ect ect.. no confidence as i am ugly so i will not dare to make friends coz they outcast me somehow ..
Anyway sometimes if u can find the balance in life u will be satisfied alreadi.. u will not always get wad u wanna.. but u should not always look at the happiness of others .. uu shld look around uu to try to see the happiness around uu.. uu lost somethings but uu will in other part of life find someone or a better options and dreams.. forget abt all the reason why u can't in life and start to try.. when u're down and feel like juz wanna run away.. trust urself and dun give up.. coz uu noe u have something better than anyone else .. coz in a moment anything can change .. juz try ur best
For family.. well nth happen for now.. dad and mum dun really quarrel nowaday which is a good thing.. for my brother ahz.. i noe he reading my blog also so ofcorse muz say he beri good to me .. ( hahaz ).. but really la.. he treat me quite good at times remember when i sick or hungry he will sometimes help me buy food and drinks for me.. so thanks hahaz.. but i rather u dun treat me good coz whenever u good to me neber bully me ahz sure is when i sick or unhappy over stuffs de.. coz when i sick u will " rang" me then when i not happy u will noe i will be hot tempered so u beri clever to not shout and bully me coz i will be like a mu lao hu shout back at you.. beri fierce bahz..hehez .. but sorrie la dun meant to tok back at times juz that this is the way we communicate ma hoz?? hahaz
For relationships.. dun wanna think of anything now.. he;s out of my life though he will msg and ask abt my life nowadays but i also seldom reply... then in school see each other depends on where and my mood lor.. that time when i did not do well for my additional maths then when i on the verge of crying still see him right infront of my eyes i feel like screaming ... and dun wanna his gerlfriend to think i snatching him .. so dun feel stress coz of me ... i will neber let him in my life again i swear coz no feeling anyway so juz live happily ever after with him.. u found ur prince and i will find mine i believe .. not now but someday i believe ..
As i look at uu with him i noe why he pushed me away.. u two are meant for each other.. fate.. and u all seems to be happie not like me and him in the past facing probs over probs guess its why we r all tired... uu stolen my world but need not be worry and stress.. juz be with hu u wanna be with.. i heard u like another guy le not him.. but u still cannot forget him.. i dun really get what it meant but guess as long as u dun play wif his feelings then evrything will be a happie ending
I can't seem to break free in the past like min.. she still cannot forget him but then someday she will be numb like me and juz forget the one that once lie deep in ur heart.. forget is the best cure
Oh ya .. read wei xiong de bloggie.. he say we will be leavin him after his school start.. i cannot deny me and him will get futher apart coz seldom get to chat and go out with zhen and him and yan min or jing kai ..
BUt i promise uu weixiong... listen up.. dun say me and zhen will leave uu alone like that.. we can still go out and have fun though not always but sill will have the chance and moreva u are my got after my brother ( yew lai dun jealous ahz hahaz jk k la ).. got probs can come find us tok tok de kz.. and ur school gonna start soon rite.. all the best.. study hard hard and learn lots of professional skills le got time teach me some hoz hahaz.. but me not really wanna learn computer stuffs.. me wanna learn on media industry stuffs ..editing ect...
Anyway me now wanna go rest le..
All the best and may all ur stress be release after listening to hilary song( crap coz i cannot find the song haiz)
kk buaiz
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Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!