Seems like just yesterday..i used to stand so tall and used to be so strong..everything seems so right..unbreakable..but i am barely hanging on.. once broken up deep inside.. but i promise they will neber gonna see the tears i cried for him.. i did it.. but somehow coz of xinn.. she is worried abt some things and i sort of think abt my past so i cried along wif her and min hahaz.. is coz i quite heartache when i see xinn like that.. like want to love but dun dare and afraid to continue.. the one thing she scared of is losing hold of the person she like..like everyone is scared of...
I dunno how i got over him but juz got over somehow.. so weixiong no need worrie .. i stand up liaoz.. and thnaks to u and zhen for being there to tok tok and go out wif me to like me forget abt my unhappiness.. especially the time yanming and i go play ddr.. it was damn fun and i totally fogot abt all my worries...and wx tried the ddr.. he say he retarded..(hahaz) the leg and brain cannot coordinate ..lolx.. jk la.. but we did have a great time...*smile*
I long ago alreadi forget le.. and got lots of ways to show i no feeling like u noe hoz juz now i tok to zhen abt the past and abt the firework.. how i wish she was me.. in the past.. i usually ho will wanna cry when say this but juz now i was smiling and laughing after that.. like nth important to me anymore.. is it coz i am stubbon.. ? i suppose so.. but stubbon allows me to forget the heartless guy isn't.. min... juz wanna say.. muz be strong..even without him.. u no need someone to go on.. life goes on.. u have to live happily and juz rememeber the happie memories but forget abt how much u loved him.. he is the one hu lived first.. first he wanna be free.. even now if he say he need u.. neber gonna return.. he will repeat again...
Its so hard to let him in thinking he will slam the brakes again isn't.. so things that does not belong to u..there is no point holding on to it.. he juz want u to liek him on and on when he did not the intention to go back to ya.. everytime u think he's gone..he will show up in ur rearview mirror..to remind u to like him on and on.. but u cannot keep goin back to him everytime he is in the mood to whispher sth sweet in ur ear.. so juz forget.. and forget.. abt all LOVE.. u had for him in the past.. its not worth it.. the traffic in ur brain will juz drive u insane so we shld juz getaway..
to a place where he is out of ur mind..
The gerl has stolen u and my world.. but i dun mind anymore.. coz i have learnt to let go.. i can onli blame myself for hatin him for making empty promises.. she's everywhere i want to be.. i once thought they all belong to me.. but u noe.. i was wrong..throughly wrong..
I thought she cannot be the one.. its not real its not right.. she is not the one he wanted..but he wanted her.. so i made my choice to leave.. i am not sorry for wad we did whom we were.. i'm not sorrie i am not her.. so min.. muz be strong...
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!