Sarang heyo means i love you.. quoted from jj songs lolx..
Humm my gor tagged love make someone blind.. agree.. hahaz actually i neber gonna trust guys again.. and will not fall too deep into their lies..why do they have to fake it.. i've been such a fool.. in the past.. but single life is better.. to me probably.. coz i can be free.. and do anything i wanna.. i cannot take it if anyone juz slam the brakes again.. without a sound.. Its been so long..so many hrs so many days.. but the scar will neber heal totally.. like the scar on my hand... it juz doesn't hurt anymore but there will still be memories ofcourse..
Someone asked me.. won;t i be reminded of anything when i see him at work? ..really..no.. coz its numb alreadi.. i no longer feel the pain.. and i have let go..
Thats why i bear to leave mac le.. in the past one of the reason i wanna stay and hesitate when my frenz asked me to quit it that i want to see him but i dun dare to face him and her.. but still hope to see him.. i am stupid rite hahaz.. but now i dun even bother if i can see him a not.. i quit coz i wanan concentrate on my exams..especially my chi o levels.. starting to feel pretty stress le.. hahaz
Actually u noe wad.. wad is the true meaning of love? to sacrifice for the person in times of troubles? to sweet talk him or her? or to protect and give care and concern to the special person?? i dunno.. coz i admit.. i am still imature.. juz feel sometimes love is juz a game.. game over means neber gonna turn back.. or neber will have a chance to replay the game..wads over is over..the past ..juz let bygones be bygones..?? hahaz..
Shimin told me a story before..
There was once a man.. he saw a injured silver bird wif beautiful feathers.. the man loved the bird .. and he took care of the bird until the bird has recovered... he gave all his love to this silver bird.. all his love .. all...
The silver bird loved the man too.. and it will sing happily for the man..and its singing is so nice..
But one day someone told the man that there is a gold bird whose feathers are a hundred times more beautiful than the silver bird.. and the gold;s bird singing is a thousand better than the silver bird..
Ever since then, the man kept thinking abt the gold bird.. he can;t stop thinking of the gold bird.. he juz wanted the gold bird that badly... and he neglected the silver bird.. he neglected the one hu he loved so much in the past.. but its the past
Soon after, the silver bird felt unwanted .. the man no longer pay attention to him..no longer listen to his singing .. no longer care abt it.. no longer love it.. it cried.. and flew 3 times around the man.. trying to say gdbye..
the silver bird then flew out of the window.. under the sun light..the silver bird's features looked like gold..its so beautiful... the man realise the gold bird he has always been thinking abt was the silver bird that has always been by his side all along.. he regretted it.. he died with regrets too..
Its a sad ending.. i told him b4 he say wads done is done.. so wads done is done..agree
Anyway.. juz feel so tired.. tml still got test.. haiz.. i need to go study le.. buaiz..
Muackz lolx...
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