THE VERONICAS. :: UNTOUCHED. ::

InCoMpLeTe

I tried to go on like i neber knew you .. i'm awake but my world's half asleep.. i prayed for this heart to be unbroken.. but without you all i am goin to be is incomplete..
When we are two worlds apart can't reach to your heart.. tell me why ain;t nth but a heartache.. tell me why ain;t nth but a mistake.. am i ur fire? The one uu desire?? Its too late but i want it that way..No matter the distance .. i want you to know that deep down inside of me.. uu are my fire.. u are the one i desire.. u are.. don;t wanna hear uu say .. ain;t nth but a mistake.. i neber wanna hear uu say i want it that way..

Ahem i am cooping lyrics again lolx..
Okie last entry i told uu all i gotta attend a chi reading programme rite so let me tell u all wad happen that day .. so here it goes..

So on sat i went out with min to orchard road. It was a pretty fun and happie time there coz we laughed at almost everything at everywhere.. hahaz.. for example we tok abt i dunno how to open the toliet door at paragon there.. she shld noe wad i toking abt lolx.. then we imagine wad if is bing shun they all hahaz.. well anyway we juz have a great time laughing out loud till people around us think we were crazy bahz.. but the truth is we are crazy lolx..

We also laughed at well.. juz almost every little thing.. pretty happie that day coz long time neber laugh and smile so true and real.. it has been some time since i see min laugh the way she did like in the past.. laughing and behaving like mad woman hahaz.. i mean we four together make a great team ( Foreva crazy mad woman four!!) .. shld rename ourself sia hehez I rather be crazy than to be dull and moody all the time .. or to be down for someone not worth for isn't?.. really hope min can forget him.. coz i dun wanna she like me de past.. dun keep thinking someday he will come back or carry hope coz he will not return no matter how hard u tried .. dun wanna her be hurt again and be even more down if this juz goes on and on

Probably i am more stubbon and heartless bahz coz nowadays even he tok to me or msg me or wadeva form of communication it is, i juz sort of ignore him or be normal lor..he ask ques i ans if nth impt then juz say hi or sth like that.. but for her she will dong yao.. she will reply his msg and be xin ruan.. coz she is more emotional and sentimental than me.. for me i can be more stubbon once i decide on sth i stick to it.. thats my good point and bad point too.. thats why sometimes my friends have to stand and bear wif my stubboness i guess. sorrie lolx..

But i will try to control my stubboness as in when to be stubbon when to give in ... when to assume things and when not to .. i'll try but i will not change myself to suit others coz i believe true friends will accept who u are .. if not then its beri fake for me to act and put a mask infront of them.. but fortunately my friends around me understands me .. we seldom quarrel and usually had a great time chatting and playing wheneva we are together .. coz they accept hu i am.. a crazy person hu can be damn hype at times but beri down and quiet and obviously thats when sth is wrong wif me hahaz. i am a typical noisy gerl i admit lah okay..

Okie back to moi topic.. me and min went to orchard then we ate and drank lots of stuffs .. like trying to stuff ourselves with yummy and delicious local food.. had a variety of food to choose so we were having a hard time deciding wad to eat so in the end we ate sth simple but damn delicious.. fried chicken ( pretty nice ) and lots of stuffs later on.. yummy yummy.. oops am i tempting u all hahaz?? k la

Other than us trying to bao yin bao shi, we went shopping and look at clothes,necklaces,rings,wadeva stuffs we can shop we juz take a look everywhere ..

Then we chat on stuffs .. sensitive stuffs and personal stories ect ect.. like wad friends also do isn't there seems to be endless topic to tok abt coz we did not go out often coz of her sb and my mediatech or for wadeva reason it is.. juz busy wif stuffs ..

We took neo print too.. like we four often did .. everytime we go out hahaz.. pretty nice .. love the photo

So after a few hrs we spent at orchard, we went to katib to meet the rest so we can go for the reading programme together.. me is the leader hu juz do nth but onli need to bring them there and make sure they reach hm safely lolx.. hahaz.. got choose for no reason but anyway luckily dun need do much stuffs..

But the reading programme was prety boring at first.. though i like chinese short stories but those stories were damn "SHORT".. get wad i meant?? ... and those words are pretty chim .. so i dun really get the whole idea and moral of the story till the person go through wif us.. i think many things the story say is quite true and r related to our daily life..

Things abt love, family, ambition and ect ect .. pretty enriching i muz say.. u will learn and get to noe more indapt of wad the character is thinking when he or she decides to do sth

It sounds boring to u all but seriously at first i thought its boring and i were like eeeeee so sian.. but i really gain lots of knowledge and learn a lot from this activities..

There is a point of time hwere i can give comments and ppl can share their life stories and views of life.. ect..

I heard a beri touching story.. abt her raising her child but her child abandon her in the end.. she tried so hard to bring her up and let her get a university cert but in the end her gerl left her without a word overseas and dun even wanna call her mother and dun even acknowldge her.. wth if i noe hu is her daughter i will feel like cursing and slappin her.. i swear to my friends ..kelly that is i ever dare not to acknowledge my parents unless i got a reason but guess i will not have a chance to do it coz i will neber ever let them sleep at the roadside like the auntiw..!!! i will neber do such a thing... i swear............... i will work hard to get wad i wanna...best a job i desire and i will make them at least lead a comfortable life not luxury lifes or wad but at least i noe i will make sure they have a shelther .. not like the daugther of the lady.. disown her own mum and let her sleep at the road side and garden in the middle of the nite.. wth man..

Me an dmin hear the story hear till cry... but i juzs have tears in my eyes not fell out yet coz i juz feel i have been beri bad to my parent i guess.. rude at times and stubbon not to listen to them.. but sometimes i cannot stand my mum .. my brother shld noe why.. my dad is sometimes he not happie will vent anger on me for nth so i bu shuang will tok back.. humans also need pride somemore at times it is not my fault but he not happy so blame on me for everything.. ofcorse i will tok back.. but now feel so bad.. but hard to change lolx anyway nvm abt that

Oh ya so after the reading stuffs madam lin treat us dinner co zi say for fun u treat la then she really did that.. ahem sry .. haha but thanks for the meal!!!

Douglas ask me abt his attitude nowadays is it bad or wad.. i tel him the truth lor.. i even told him not to give me his kinda attitude in mac on sun.. he ignore me and show me his ..... attitude so i bu shuang say u not happie can dun answer me foreva... then he say sry.. always a sry he think can cure everything ya right as if it will undo stuffs he did.. anyway i stared and give him back the attitude double the times he gave me.. lolx then he also not beri happie.. but in the end dunno why in the changing rm he inside i outside coz i waiting for him to open that damn door i wanna change and go hm .... me and him tok to each other as per normal again.. lin min thought me and duck wheneva together = we quarreling so he came in ask hey u all argue again ah..? then we both scold him siao tok cannot is it..then he tell me abt the wad mediatech voting stuffs and ect ect.. wadeva la then i tok tok tok till saw her comin scared she misunderstand so i siam then went hm after saying buaiz..

Thats wad i tell duck dun always happie then tok to me okok then next moment like enemy like that.. then he say he wanna change but pls la where got say change then will change one.. its not as easy as uu think .. anyway i tell him he change then say bahz co zhe say even i also seems not to like his attitude .. well ya its true la but it doesn matter to me..

Juz dun show attitude to me ok le..

Well nowadays kinda likeschool at times but hate school at times..

LOve it todae when we play polar bear.. pretty fun coz i guess correctly some polar bears hehez.. especially benjamin.. hahaz he look so guilty man.. not himself so i noe he muz be hiding sth hehez

But hate it when ppl accuse me .. suzzanne tan but in the end mr tan help say sth and ian told her i got pass him the script for the event.. then she diam diam liaoz... lolx she beri kap bei lor always like to pin point me.. las timte pin point douglas andrea and jun sian now me le la.. hack le she is juz unreasonable

OK hey i gonna eat le so bb.. haha