Saw from wei xiong nick todae.. wad goes around comes around.. pretty true..
Todae went to school early in the morning for maths and chemistry remedial.. so tired.. i almost overslept hehez..
Wanted to go out wif xin but she need to meet seet so me and min go hm after the lessons..
So.. the four of us separated after some discussions abt where to go.. ect ect.. Well i went to yishun to find yongzhen they all.. to eat and to getaway ..saw some softballers there at mac.. then seet called coz xin wanan ask if we are goin to swim todae.. in the end we did went to swim ..
Had a fun time and also felt so not me .. suddenly .. i long time neber swim le i was pretty excited when i jumoed into the pool.. its pretty embarassing wearing the swim suit coz i got a birth mark somewhere.. it looks weird i guess..
Then we swam for a while untill me and xin felt there is sth wrong wif min.. she is like trying to reach her destination telling herself she muz keep on swimmin gto her goals and to the other end of pool back and forth.. i felt so heartache.. coz i noe wad she is thinking and how she felt coz i did silly things as well in the past.. i ran from thompson mac and jog and ealk to amk mac.. i walked and cry in the middle of the night walking to someplace.. sitting at the playground in the middle of the night dunno why i go there also.. felt so stupid.. when i come to think of it i dunno why i did so idiotic things also.... but anyway like i said what is over is over..wads done is done.. so..hahaz
I felt guilty .. i realise someone hate me from last yr.. even till not i guess.. though he say neber.. but he sounds like .. when i chat wif him juz now..
I dunno why i think like wad min say..love is like a circle.. u noe why.. everything isn't that perfect afterall.. its like a love triangle or wadeva u call that.. and guess its retribution..
I said somethings i should not say to two of them.. i once gave attitude to one of them and even ignored the person... when i need help the person will always help if possible.. a good friend to me now but its nth more then a friend.. i said things hurtful..coz my heart is wif someone else at the time...the other one i said sth more hurtful.. that made them remember till now.. i did not realise i made someone who dun cry easily cry juz coz of my stupid words from my mouth .. i did not noe i was scolding the person.. i did not know i was so.. i was such a idiot!! Saying sorry also no cure.. i made a friend hate me .. but hope everything is fine now coz i dun wanan lose a friend juz coz of my words... well i hurt people but people hurt me.. wth.. its a life cycle ah??? hahaz.. seems like everything is juz back to the start.. u hurt me she hurt u i hurt him .. when will this end.. anyway everything is over.. juz the past but felt that wad wei xiong say is rite.. wad goes around comes around... retribution i guess..
Anyway back to min.. she keep swimming todae and like trying to make herself forget everything juz by swimming me and xin were pretty worried.. we were like huh ..how?? haiz.. hahaz.. but i noe how it feels like wanting to forget wanting to let go but scared of regretting.. but i did not regret.. coz really.. he isn;t the one i wanna afterall..
Always breaking.. always ending thats how i feel when i was wif him.. back and forth like a roller coaster ride but back to start again.. stress.. really stress like every min have to scared he will leave or ect ect.. anyway he noe he did it coz i am gone to look for someone to live for in this world..but it will neber be him . he will be wrong if he think he can juz walk through my door..coming back when i have alreadi move on.. nothing matters when u're broken.. that is juz so him trying to spread me and him are ex at mac and even in school.. beri proud ah .. dunno wad he thinking anyway... onl inoe how to say sorrie when i angry or u made me sad.. wads the point but tell u sth u r out of life.... u r out of my sight and out of my mind.. so dun so bu yao lian think i still cannot forget u and even got the guts to tell me .. I"M AlREADY GONE!!
Kk.. those above message mostly is lyrics..hahaz.. kk i need to let my brother use com le he will kill me if i dun pass him the com now hehez.. moreva i wanna go bathe le .. hehez so all the best
~ yEw zHeN ~
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