Being neutral means dun like anyone le.. guess i am neutral now le bahz
Tell uu all sth hahaz.. now i feel that love is nth .. its just a word ... until u really find the special someone that is worth to depend and rely on foreva.. or even the person who is worth for u to die for..
Lies are just lies.. till they are proven .. but how to? I dunno.. just feel that i have always been decieved.. no matter by friends u trusted so much in the past ( not referring to Foreva 4 ahz lolx )... or by someone i like.. and over rely on..
To be exact i think i juz over rely on him..
Some friends told me wad he said was juz lies coz he did not meant to say that.. lies?? hahaz probably but promises are not meant to be broken...
Wad i meant is i admit i like him so it will onli be him ... no one else so please give up...
Coz now can say i trying to give up till 2 yrs lata when his mum will stop objecting hahaz..
Maybe till then i alreadi find someone else le bahz ... or rather he may find someone else by the time le...
dunno why he yesterday suddenly msg me .. so juz chated a while.. till he seem angry when i ask abt oreo ... .. she must be beri pretty i said.. and he muz be beri sad i said... he says he's neutral now..so told him he can break the agreement between us as long as he found someone new.. he neber reply probably sleep or hack care bahz ... btw u all may not understand wad i trying to type la but juz bear wif it hehez..coz i beri fan now i blog it juz to release my stress not to tell the whole world wad happen .. so i neber say the details lolx..
Tell u the truth.. i dun trust myself.. so how am i goin to trust him... i dun even noe if i will wiat for him ... so how am i goin to be sure he will wait till then ... when around him got so many pretty gerls.. lolx jk la .. but seriously a lot of gerls down there have better character and look than me.. so its okay if he really find someone new...
Meanwhile i trying to lose some weight hahaz.. not for him la .. for myself .. coz ever since i work at mac i almost everyday also eat mac... gettin more "cute" liaoz... cute in the sense of getting fatter ... waahhahah.., k la ..
Whenever i look myself in the mirror i will feel like dying.. whoose that ugly gerl there...?? !! hehez... the ugly gerl is me la.. is not i dun have confident but is like i feel that i realy beri erk.. lolx
hope i can become more beautiful bahz .. lolx just kidding la .. my mum give me this look so must accept the fact lolx..
Anyway ... i chatted on the phone wif kelly just before she left.. happie to noe my friends ( foreva 4) haben forget abt me ..lolx .. kelly advised me.. and want me to make my choice according to my feelings and heart... i noe wad i want now.. and i noe wad i need now..
Just feel that i should like nature take its course.. shun qi zi ran...
Now i treat him as my friend onli... not even best friend coz i wanan start form the beri first time .. b4 everything happen...
Hahaz..
k la u all muz be getting bored le.. i also bored le coz i dun wanan say too much or else will feel more sian
enjoy ur day.. pls come again... haha bye bye
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance,host and sing I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!